I Miss You

If there is one thing I learned and observed as I suffer from depression is that who I am now is not who I was before. Things change in you when things spiral down hill in your head.

So let me share to you a short spoken word of the many conversations with myself.

I Miss You

Words by |  Sese Ramirez

I MISS YOU
You were once a brave girl
You were so unafraid
But now, look at you. Just look at you!
Why are you there? So enclosed. So isolated. So hidden.
What happened to you?

When did you get so fragile?
Like glass, that is about to shatter

I MISS YOU
Remember when you crave so much to be around people?
Remember when you are enthusiastic and so gungho about everything.
Well almost everything.
But now? Look at you. So lifeless.
Struggling and just barely there.
What happened to you?
What happened to you?

I MISS YOU
I Miss you
I really, really miss you
Don’t you miss your old self too?
Don’t you miss me?

I miss you too
I feel that you are gone and I can’t feel you anymore.
It’s not the same and I hate it.
How many times, have I cried and wondered…
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME? Why?

I miss you
I wish you could return
I wish I could return back
I wish.. oh god I wish
I wish…

I really miss you.

I Miss You from Sese Ramirez on Vimeo.

Until next spoken word!

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